Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I've been thinkin alot lately. Thts why smtimes i go to sch alone. I need to be alone to think. No, i wasn't thinkin abt exams. I was thinkin abt me, myself. I think it's tym for me to grow up. And stop being the way I used to be. I mean, i'm gonna be fourteen soon. I knw i'm gonna miss being old self &i knw Edora won't be happy abt it. But i'm sick &tired of being known as th childish punkrocker Feeqah. I'll still be wild, no doubt abt tht... But i'll start to be mre lyk a girl now. And punk rocker's gone. I've look at myself in th mirror more lately. If you think i'm vain, everyone is, okay. But when i look at th mirror i realised i've changed, alot. Changed frm th previous yrs. But i wanna change again. Heck care if you readers don't understd what th hell i'm sayin. What matters is tht i KNW what th hell i'm sayin. Anws, if you guys think tht i've changed AGAIN. As in if i've stopped being a clown &immature, then you'll knw tht i'm rlly serious abt this.
And i may turn into a norm bitch cos im growin up. U girls are a bitch urself, okay. &If i starts to appreciate th colour pink, it shows i've changed. Okays?
Deal with it if you guys don't lyk it. You rlly can't expect me to be th same immature me. Everyone changes, deal with it.
And i may turn into a norm bitch cos im growin up. U girls are a bitch urself, okay. &If i starts to appreciate th colour pink, it shows i've changed. Okays?
Deal with it if you guys don't lyk it. You rlly can't expect me to be th same immature me. Everyone changes, deal with it.
Labels: I hate being taking advantaged of.
what we could have been, 11:37 PM.
